August 9, 2009
Lots of changes and yet, none at all
As I stated in my last post, I was taking a bit of a break last week. It was much needed. I work full time and while I am very grateful for that in many ways, I have been there for 10 years, as have most of the other people there and it is hard to be with the same people day in and day out. I get sick of the daily drama. I know that it would be worse if I went somewhere else though. I have it good where I am. I am just tired of the rut I am in. lol
But I have been using the time to learn about myself and others. Learning to release some things that are not my issue and move on. I know that is why I am still there. It is like a television to the human psyche. I have just been observing, learning and hopefully growing. My hardest bit is to not feel pity for the ones that are digging these deep holes for themselves. I just stay out of it as best I can, though I am not perfect, I am working on the gossiping. I just ask the angels to help them see that it’s not gonna end well before it explodes in their face. But in the end people’s decisions are THEIR decisions and THEIR life choices. I learned LONG ago, most of the time it is best to just stay out of it and let their spiritual teams do the work. They are much more knowledgeable than me any day and all I can do is pray for them and send them angels and light. I’ve got my own lessons to deal with. lol
I have also decided to not do reading in person at The Crystal Matrix any longer, but I have added another manifestation meditation there next quarter along with my Angel Healing Circles. I will also be logging in now and then during the week to take calls and have decided to set my pre-paid phone readings to be on Sundays only. I just need to spend more time with the kids and creating my new meditations I want to get out.
I will not be attending Charles Virtue’s AACP course in September. I am sad to miss it, but I have promised a new friend that I will help her with her psychic healing fair here in LA. She is so awesome and it is much closer to home. Charles and his wife have taken over the websites and social media now that I have it all established for them. I am so grateful to have been able to help. But now, no more time available for it. It is going to be fun to see them grow and blossom in the future. He has such a gift.
So as you can see, lots going on. I love it because I think I have finally found the balance of work, home, and Lightwork. *crosses fingers* I had to let some things go, but I have a few things I have been putting off that I can now do. I am taking a web design class this fall. All signed up already. I am going to create the meditations everyone asks me for, I bought the music and software. Just waiting for the kids to go to school so nothing is in the background. lol I will also be learning Theta Healing at the end of the month. I am excited for that one. Plus, of course, my LA Spiritual Events Calendar is taking off!
It is all very cool:) I hope you all are well! Have a great week!