03.31.09
Psychic Attacks or Just Life?
Well, it started Friday when I had to stay home with my little one because nothing he drank or ate would stay down. It is bad enough when you are sick, but when you when you have a little one that is sick, it is so much worse. Now the eldest has it and I am running the Reiki on all with prayers to God and guidance from the Archangel Raphael.
These past few years have really be a roller coaster for my family personally and I know probably everyone else. Because life is usually a roller coaster in some way or other. That is the beauty of it.
I always think of that movie, “Parenthood”, with Steven Martin. The part when he says “My whole life is Have to’s!“ Don’t we all get to that point once in a while? lol
Then at the end during his kids play he learns to enjoy the roller coaster that life brings. I love roller coasters. I always have. 
It’s the thrill of what’s next. But I understood that line of his, because I think we all get to the WHAT NEXT stages in life. lol We like to wallow a moment before we pick ourselves up and carry on. Which I think we totally deserve as long as we don’t stay there too long.
Recently, I have been hearing alot about “psychic attacks” and I just didn’t get it. I felt like I would sound dumb if I asked, but then noticed that the phrase was coming up more and more. So I asked someone what they meant when they said they were under “psychic attack” . She explained to me that it when illness, or injury, or a job falling through, a bill, people mad at you, or just being plain depressed because there is a life slump going on due to someone sending bad energy your way or thinking badly of you intending you harm. I just nodded and smiled. Not sure what to say. My mom would call it Satan out to get her or the devil is at her.
Well, now I have been thinking about it. That is LIFE. It is the reason we are here, isn’t it? Maybe it is just my complete faith in Angels and a Divine Source, but I don’t believe that others have the ability to “attack” you unless you just think it is possible.
YES, negative energy can be felt and manifest. I do believe that. But I also believe that my angels and guides have got my back. I believe that the Archangel Michael is with me ALWAYS. He’s a pretty strong guy. I mean, if you believe in the bible, he is one of God’s top angels. I am covered. I feel and speak with him daily and I have not been let down yet. I know that things happen to me, but that is why I chose to come here and do this spiritual experience in physical form.
So, my personal belief is that anyone can do rituals, spells, think really, really hard at me all they would like if they have extra time, it ain’t gonna work. Because I do my best to work in the Light at all times.
Now, I don’t always succeed. lol I get judgmental once in a while, though I tend to get a mental nudge now that I am wrong and feel sorry when I do. lol I get negative. It happens. I get cross and to be honest, I tend to road rage once in a while (SO much better than I used to be though! lol) So it HAPPENS. All you can do is learn from the situation, try to be better from it and move on. Trust that your Spiritual Committee and the universe has your back.
If bad things are happening, look at the lesson in it. Is there a fear you should be working with and facing? WHY are you in this situation if it is something you have not personally created. We do that to ourselves too, you know, if you face somethings honestly, you just realize that somethings are just consequences for our own decisions and that’s ok, just own it and move on, fixing what the results if you can.
Here is a small prayer that I use when I feel those moments of anxiety, a little bit lost, overwhelmed, or depression:
“Dear Creator and the Archangel Michael, please take this energy of fear from me and lift it up into the universe to recycled and re-used for a Higher Source. Cover me in the white light of your love and cut any cords that I may have either known to me or not. Thank you always for your blessings and love.”
(Breath in deeply and feel the calm, exhale and release the feeling to the universe)
I hope this helps and many love and blessings to you all! -Lisa
03.25.09
My Podcast Intention & my Taiwanese Soap Opera Addiction
So, quite a while ago, I had set the intention out into the universe that I wanted to create a pod cast that deals with all things paranormal and spiritual.
I have been a little bit fuzzy on WHAT I would like to do. Like, do I want to take questions for mini readings via email and eventually take calls? Probably. Do I want to interview people that interest me? Yes. lol I am sure it will interest the listeners too. Right?
Well, I am one step closer. I have been writing down all of my ideas and learning how it all works and how to record and stuff then WHERE to broadcast it. I want it available on iTunes for sure. I have had some wonderful people in the past send me some ideas as well. But to also, I have set the very HUGE intention that I will one day have my own HayHouseRadio.com show and a book published through them.
Dream big or go home, right? I am right. Right? hahaha
So that is what is pushing through my head these quick few minutes I have in between work and home:) Now I get to go home and watch this crazy Taiwanese High School Soap Opera I am hooked on called “It started with a Kiss“ think Degrassi High meets Saved by the Bell. HAHAHAHA – I know. I am warped. My eyes hurt from reading the subtitles and it is filling my Tivo.
Also, I finally saw Twilight the movie last night, darn it, now I have to read my daughters books!
Many Blessings and much love – Lisa
03.23.09
New week, new adventure
What a completely wonderful day. It is getting slightly chiller again here in LA, but it is a nice crisp chill.
This weekend was just jam packed with things. I came home a bit early on Friday with an awful headache and I really thank all my Internet buddies for sending me prayers and healing energy and light. It truly helped me SO much. I pretty much just sat home and vegged out. lol Which was very much needed.
Then on Saturday, my daughter had a sleep over with some friends and they were all so good, we barely even knew they were there. I have such great kids! I had receive my Vicar of Dibley series 2 dvd from netflix, so I started watching that and just relaxing. I ran a few errands, but other than that, not much.
Sunday, I went to The Crystal Matrix and did some great readings and met some wonderful new people, chit chatted with the friends there and then just headed home. I know, not exciting at all. Don’t you just LOVE it!?! Oh I also did some Reiki for folks.
I am SO excited. Charles Virtue just announced the dates for his Advanced ACP courseand it is going to be in Laguna Beach! yay! that means no traveling for me really to Sedona. That will help in the funds department for sure! I am staffing his mediumship course there in June. I highly recommend that as well if you are interested in learning Mediumship.
Now I am gearing up for the week in the wonderful world of Finance. lol (The day job) I will be at The Crystal Matrix again on Sunday if you want to see me, but the week after I am at the Psychic Fair. :)
Many Blessings – Lisa
03.22.09
Many Thoughts for Today
I am up way too early this morning, checking my emails, building my newsletters of which I have two lol, and overall feeling a bit let down by others. Then that little girl in my head starts talking to me and saying, it’s not worth it. Just stop. No one cares. You can’t make others want to help themselves.
Now don’t get me wrong, I am not unhappy. No No. I just was sitting here wondering about how people get all gung ho for a dream, start it and then let it all go when it doesn’t pan out right away, then more than likely blame other sources so they don’t have to shoulder the blame themselves. It is really hard to see the same pattern flare up over and over again in yourself and others. But at least when it flares up for ME I have the power to change it.
I also need to hold my hand up and own the guilt on this one myself! I am (was) a huge quitter in my time! lol It is actually something that I struggle with every single day to overcome. That whiny little 5 year old deep inside me that sticks out her bottom lip and says, “It’s too hard.” When actually not much is required, my ego is just not seeing the results I would like as quickly as I would like them. HUGE problem that I HAD. I am claiming that as part of my old story right now.
The hardest part of wanting to include others in your dream is that when the going gets tough, it is easy for them to have someone to blame. Case in point, my BlissQuest.com site. I get lots of readings off of it personally, but if you are right now reading this blog, you know me, of me, or heard of me through my newsletter, facebook, blog links, etc. I have spent the last year cultivating myself, my clients, and my dream of being a Lightworker full time. When I was staffing the Charles Virtue ACP event he mentioned that consistency is one of the keys to manifesting. When I add people to the Blissquest.com site, I tell them that it is like a hair salon, a space rental as you will, somewhere to lead clients to purchase sessions from them. Some have used this to it full advantage They don’t have to build their OWN website and still have somewhere people pay them. This is the reason I only charge $14.99 a month instead of 40% of every reading like most sites. It is a webspace rental. YES, there is traffic drawn to the site by articles, etc. But also, it is a team effort.
When I was on the Colette Baron-Reid show last week, she mentioned being solitary and it really rang true for me. I do need to do that here in town and just do my own thing. But on the internet, I have met some AMAZING people, just wonderful through the Charles Virtue Community I created, my websites, my social networking sites. It is a blessings really. But also, in the end, a bit lonely in real life. lol Does that make sense?
Anyways. I just hope that I can encourage others to keep on keeping on. Because YES it’s slow out there in the world of business for most. I think retail is something crazy like 60% down here in town? That is crazy. But also, temporary. So try not to give up. I am saying this to myself as well. In the past I have always given up and switched when the going got hard. But I LOVE this work. I do it very well and get to really help others. I want others to know they are doing the same. Especially in these hard times.
That said and what really got me started lol Was this awesome daily Thought of the Day email newsletter that I got today from this UK based website I found long ago : Thought for the Day and I wanted to share it with you all:
“Be Reluctantless! We have a tendency to make significant choices in our lives and then forget that we actually made the choice. Work is such a choice. If we forget to choose the work we do then each day of our life can easily be an experience of continuous reluctance. Would you choose to live your life reluctantly? Every time you use the words ‘have to’ you are telling the universe you would rather not be where you are and you’d rather not do what you are doing at that moment. And if you keep thinking in this way in one area of your life, it becomes a habitual thought pattern which you soon find turning up in your attitude every where in your life. And if you keep thinking, feeling, saying and living with this pattern of reluctance you can be absolutely sure the universe will eventually grant your recurring wish. But you will like the result even less. Nothing positive, fulfilling or empowering was ever created with the energy of reluctance. Don’t be reluctant about anything in your life today. Re-affirm your presence and your choices every day.”
Isn’t that awesome? It was right in line with what I have been thinking and I wanted to share it. It is very hard to keep going on sometimes. Especially if we are not seeing the expected results, but also, get back to the reason you started it in the first place and away from the fear based place you are in now. (I am saying this for me now lol) Remember what he said in Conversations with God. All things are based out of love or fear. Which one are you working out of right now?
Many Blessings – Lisa
03.18.09
Angelic Healing Circle Tonight
So I went home last night and just relaxed finally. lol I had a couple of distant reiki healings sessions to perform and then a bit on myself and all was well with the world. lol I felt much better. I also did some bandaid reiki on my husbands shoulder and realized I needed a table! lol
I have been toying with what to purchase next. On one hand, I would like a healing table for the Reiki, but on the other, I would like a laptop. I am setting the intention now to my Spiritual Committe to provide me with funds for both. lol I did this when I moved and they gave me a almost brand new suede sofa and two big and tall recliners for free. I know they can do it! lol
Also, tonight I am leading my first Angelic Healing Meditation Circle at The Crystal Matrix. I am really hoping folks show up t this one. Class attendance has been low everywhere for everyone and I understand that, but I will not be putting out the effort much longer if it keeps up. I have many readings to be doing in the evenings and can use my time there doing that:) I was thinking of maybe a teleclass event for the healing circle, let me know your thoughts.
During my Reiki last night, I was shown a few things for myself and the direction to head in. So I am really excited about that.
Well, off to another wonderful day of invoice pushing lol I have an audio book I want to listen to, so I am excited to get to that as well !
Many Blessings – Lisa
03.17.09
Emotional Freedom by Dr. Judith Orloff
So last week, the new book Emotional Freedom by Dr. Judith Orloff kept coming to me from different sources, then when I went to the store to do my Sunday readings, there where 5 new copies in the middle of the table I sit at. lol So I finally took the hint and bought it.
Then when I came into work Monday, I looked her up, because I have had her as a friend on youtube actually for a while, but never really watched or read anything of hers. I just finished Dr Brian Weiss book Many Lives, Many Masters, (AWESOME BOOK!) and he even mentioned her at the end. Well, come to find out she was doing a book signing in Pasadena last night, so I decided to go and hear her speak.
Well, the address on her site was incorrect, a number had gotten cut off and I got a bit turned around, but with the husbands help, he looked up the actual store and I got there a bit late, but got there. I hate being late! lol As anyone that gets a reading with me, I call on the dot! lol
It was very interesting. I haven’t started the book yet, but it is bascially everything I needed right now on how to deal with others and myself. Psychic vampires, being overly sensitive, being an EMPATH, that is me for sure, etc. So I am going to give it a read.
I have really come through the other side on some of these issues on my own in just the past week alone. I have really been meditating and working with my Spiritual Committee on releasing some of this stuff. I come to work and dread it somedays, mostly because of me wanting to be doing what I love full time and not quite there yet. It is difficult.
I have decided to just start going home at lunch too. I did that right when I first moved and it helped to break away from the depression that settles into me here that isn’t even mine. Last night she discussed that and some major bells started ringing for me and I need to investigate that further for sure. Most of these anger, depression and resentment feelings aren’t mine. So odd. lol But very true. I am over all very happy, but I have been taking in the emotions of others as my own. When I do the Reiki it releases, I just need to remember to do it every night.
So, all in all it was a very successful evening. I got home, relaxed and slept. I had a funky dream that doesn’t quite make sense and I can’t remember it all the way. I need to start a journal by the bed as she suggested in her speech.
I am halfway to earning all the funds for my new laptop, then I will be starting my podcasts:) Also, I am starting the outline for my book:) How cool is that?!? I have also updated my website and the Angels Messages there finally for those that like to see them all on one page:)
Much love and blessings! – Lisa
03.15.09
Doubt and being human
Before starting this post, let me say first off that I believe in God (my personal version of God), my spiritual c0mmittee and that entails.
That said, I also want to post a bit here about self doubt and being human. I tend to be skeptical. Which I personally never think is a bad thing. I think you should question things. I have deep faith in miracles, signs and the like, but I also know that some things can be explained. The trick is deciphering it all.
Now lately I have been in a bit of a quandary as to how to go forward with this work I do. I KNOW, ok I know.. yes I KNOW, just put it into the hands of Spirit and it will be taken care of. I know this in my heart, but in my Aries, been screwed over by other humans more than once head, tells me I need to plan ahead, know what it going to happen and take control of it all. I am a work in progress.
My job may or may not go away in 6 -8 months. It is a day to day, no one knows what is going on story. We have been waiting to see raises and management just didn’t say anything at all and nothing happened this year instead of telling us anything. Even a little, we can’t afford it this year would have been nice because this leads to a very hostile work environment. lol *sigh* I cleanse my office DAILY, to say the very least. But working in this energy is very, very hard. But yet I am still grateful to be there and receiving the pay. Overall, it is not a bad place. Nice people, good company in general, great benefits, etc. But a bit soul sucking at times in its uncertainty.
But here is what I find interesting, the hardest part in all this is the quiet permeating fear on the floor I work on. It has been so long, years really, that no one notices it anymore and just accepts it. But it is seeping into my bones. I try very, very hard to shake it off, but living in it daily is so hard. Talking to co-workers and seeing the flashes of fear in their eyes daily wears a body down. I know I am there for a bit longer for reason and I go through it all plugging along.
It really helps to do my readings and the LOVE of spirit and doing the readings balanced it all out. Getting to know others in the spiritual community helped too. But now I am noticing that fear is spreading like a blanket across this section of my life as well. People have this fear of the economy and getting laid off. Many people have gotten laid off. This means that people are not spending money. I went to my nail salon to get my nails done and her calendar for next week was clear where it is normally jam packed. She was very fearful. Readers and healers are slowing down just a touch because people need to save money, at least the ones here I have spoken to. I seems the first thing off their lips to me, how slow it is. Which to my way of thinking is them setting the intention in the universe, making it so. I personally haven’t had that problem, but again, I do not do this full time and only take the number of readings I can without effecting my family and work life.
With this, people are becoming short and aggitated with one another. I have been going along with my life, working daily and doing readings on the side with love and pride in what I do. Knowing that I am working with a higher source and FINALLY, after many years of skepticism, trusting that source. But this fear from others is turning into somethng I am just not happy working with. I held a classes with little response and just accepted it, knowing that they are the very first thing people cut out to save money. I totally get it and I am blessed that I am working to compensate the income.
But as my readings grow through word of mouth and my popularity grows and I book more and more clients, I have noticed that other people in the community are getting fearful and angry with me. This has really hurt my feelings deeply as I tend to refer people to everyone I feel that can help them and classes others give that may benefit to my clients. I have even created my website to share resources with others because I feel we should all be working out of a place of love. this to me means that maybe if I personally cannot provide for the client exactly what they need, I know someone of something that can. I have refered readers and healers to places or sites that may help them grow and flourish.
So when I am shunned because a client has come to me from another without my knowledge, my ego flares and it hurts. Which I guess is what I am writing out of now lol… But it is also something that I do not think is uncommon and I wanted to share that. I think we tend to think that in this work of communicating with spirit for others, we need to appear almost “above it all” when the truth is, a lot of times we are just the conduit of information and still have issues in this life that we are here to learn and get thr0ugh.
It also puts me in a place today where I am in need to connect with my spiritual team today and meditate. I find myself a bit overly sensitive about some things and I have to examine why before I move onto my next step. I really hate to fall back into the old mentality of just do it myself because no one else can be trusted to follow through. Isn’t that AWFUL?!?! lol But years of experience and habit puts me there. It is something I have been working very hard to overcome, this trust thing and I tend to try over and again to rally a group together of like minds only to be disappointed or hurt. But I know this is my OWN fear that I face to push through. I need to hold up a mirror to the people that I feel hurt from and ask myself what do *I* fear from this situation. Because that is really what is happening, it is flaring something deep inside me from the past and my own fears and perception of the situations. Because in the end that is all we have, our perception of events, right? lol
Well, I am off to a day of readings and this will fill me with the loving energy from the highest realms. that is always a great thing. I hope that the day ahead fills you with love and grace.
Many Blessings
Lisa
03.13.09
A confessed self help junkie, that’s me…
I really have to say that I am a self help junkie. Just tap into the vein and connect Wayne Dyer, Louise Hay, and many more to the IV please. hahaha
I just finished watching, as I push through invoices here at work, the new Wayner Dyer movie: Amibition to Meaning, Finding Your Life’s Purpose . I think that you can pay the $4.95 if you just want to view it once on-lione, go here: . It is like a film within a film, so you get the fiction movie feeling, but some great insights as well.
I received my box of Hay House Products today, as I sell them at the Psychic Fair that I do the 1st Sunday of each month and I realized that I LOVE these products and I LOVE this company and believe in it. I have been struggling with what I wanted to sell at these events, because to me it is so much more than making money. It is about spreading the word and healing. These products do that and it is just one more way I can be of true service to the world, so I am going to go with that and sell it. lol When I open my healing center eventually, you will see them there too!
Last night, I went to my meetup group that had a Victorian Glass Seance. It was really great:) Got to talk to lots of dead people and connect with some great “live” people as well! It is a really nice energy in the group and I always have fun. Does anyone know if there are any good Spiritualist Churches here in LA?
Tonight I am going to do some Reiki, Enjoy the kids and watch my Tivo because I am behind, then I may acutally watch that movie again. It almost makes me want to dig out my by Louise Hay.
Yes, my name is Lisa, and I am a Hay House junkie. But in a good way…… lol
Much love and many blessings! – Lisa
03.12.09
I’m just a groupie
Well, I never call into radio shows, because, to be honest, when I was a teenager, the lines were always busy and my time is more important then trying to get through on a busy line, being Aries and all, I soured to the idea long ago. haha (Too much ego? Sorry. Move on. lol)
BUT today it was the oddest thing. I was talking to a girl here in my office and listening to HayHouseRadio.com and before I knew it I had dialed the number and put on hold. I was like “OMG – What show is on and why did I dial!?!?” hahaha
Panicking, I checked and it was one of my favorite Colette Baron-Reid whom I LOVE but mostly listening to on archive, along with John Holland, and Lisa Willams and she was on was saying they are going to be hosting an event together. So I thought, well that must be the reason! lol But NO.
So I waited a bit thinking, what am I going to ask? I mean, I am pretty connected to my Spiritual Committee as you know and just to talk to her would be awesome, so I needed a question, so I fell back on the top thing on my mind these days, “My job is boring and going away eventually (they have laid off almost everyone and I am here doing the work of 5) and should I do this thing I love full time. The intuitive readings and counseling? Maybe some energy work?”
So when the guy popped on I said that. lololol Then I waited and of course got wrapped up into the show. I LOVE readings. I just love it. The work, listening to shows doing them if someone is good like she is, DOING them. So by almost the end I had convinced myself not today and grateful just to be nominated 
. I really was.
I love listening to the PROCESS of the show and intend to have my own someday, so I soak it all in. When she came on the line all of the sudden with “Are you like ME?!?! You’re like me aren’t you!” LOL It totally threw me. I can see how a clients mind goes blank with such a direct information when I spring things on them. I haven’t received many readings myself and it was a novel experience!
I just said, “Yes, I think so.” and she went on. The rest is blur and I can’t wait for the archive to be posted tomorrow to really hear it! haha I had just wanted to be validated and she did JUST that and I am so grateful.
Then I blurted out my true feelings of the competitive nature of some people I have run into lately doing this work. I really had my feelings hurt this weekend and as soon as I mentioned it I was like, huh!?? Where did THAT come from and why bring it up on the radio! hahaha
All my goblin feelings, but she said how she was very solitary and so am I!?!? I do my thing and leave. I love being of service, but then don’t really hang out too much. So THAT was very comforting. Well anyways, I am just excited and she rocks. So I wanted to post it here. She was my number 3 and now set in my Aries little mind that it is so and meant to be and I thank her for that. (I have worked out these things with my guides and angels that they need to give me something 3 times to know it is true LMAO. How do they put UP with me!?! But they do it. haha)
Ok – Back to the day job. Many Blessings
Lisa
03.10.09
Dreams and Life Lessons
I am really drawn to energy healing, but not sure I have the patience for it. lol Maybe that is why the Spiritual Committee keeps putting it in my path! I did ask for help with patience.
Well, this weekend was busy and great. I learned a couple lessons about this world I am creating in the spiritual community and also about myself. I am not going to go toointo it here, but I did have some bruised feelings and my initial Aries gut reaction was to just cut it and leave, but I didn’t and I am proud of myself for that. One thing about an Aries, we have some ego. lol What does Doreen Virtue say? E.G.O is Easing.. God.. Out.. I try to remember that but I don’t always succeed. One thing is that even though I do this work, I am human and have the same issues we all do! haha
So I have been really busy and that is awesome and I am grateful. I have been working the day job and doing readngs at lunch and night, as usual. My mind is filled with the days when I will have my own little place and I am trying to envision it SOON! haha Mostly because I am just tired.
OH I was listening to John Holland’s archive show today for his March 9th show on Hay House Radio.com and he had a great guest, Kevin Todeschi, CEO and Executive Director of Edgar Cayce’s Association for Research and Enlightenment and Atlantic University, talking about Dreams and Symbols. Very cool! I think there is a re-broadcast on Friday or you can probably listen to it for a while longer here. I wanted to pass it on to any of you that like that sort of thing I know some of you do. I am not much of a dream interpreter fan, but it was great.
Ok, gotta go- Much love and light to all!
Many Blessings
Lisa
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